I hereby extend a public apology to all my friends,foes,family,acquaintances and loved ones for having hurt you at any point of time in my life.I probably just did what felt right to me at that point of time but I did end up hurting you in the process.I ought to have been more sensitive towards your feelings.
I do get so so angry so many times.I get impatient and react rashly to a given situation.Its another matter that I regret the same almost immediately.But well..I lose my temper again and the vicious cycle goes on! There's no saying I will not hurt anyone again.There's no saying I will not regret again.The roller coaster is always more exciting than the staid ride after all;) Be it with our emotions,be it with life per se.The adrenaline rush??
No,I did not get a vision last night.I haven't evolved as a human being overnight;)I just woke up (Yessss,I slept!Albeit with a few strange happenings in my dreams!) feeling a little more at peace than yesterday.And as the day progressed and I got on with my routine,I just ended up counting my blessings all over again!
So even as I ramble here,I smile thinking how silly I am to be judging people,despite myself.I cannot understand anyone's situation truly just like no one can understand mine.Yet ,day after day,I judge people knowingly or unknowingly.Chances are that when I am hating you,or getting annoyed with you,it may not be about you at all.It may be my own insecurities,my own jealousies,my own issues really.
So this note of apology is unconditional.It goes out for my past actions and for the future ones as well(anticipatory bail;)).I know I am not infallible,I know I will err again.But today I feel happy knowing I'm not holding a grudge against anyone at this moment of time.I do not wish to hurt you or anyone else in any way and add to your list of woes!(Now don't tell me you evolved into higher mortals sometime back and have no sorrows whatsoever??)
I am good!I am bad! I am only human!
Just like you. Just like everyone else!!!
The heart has a head of it's own.You cannot fight it!So try to believe me when I say I'm sorry.
This apology was due-for now!
I do get so so angry so many times.I get impatient and react rashly to a given situation.Its another matter that I regret the same almost immediately.But well..I lose my temper again and the vicious cycle goes on! There's no saying I will not hurt anyone again.There's no saying I will not regret again.The roller coaster is always more exciting than the staid ride after all;) Be it with our emotions,be it with life per se.The adrenaline rush??
No,I did not get a vision last night.I haven't evolved as a human being overnight;)I just woke up (Yessss,I slept!Albeit with a few strange happenings in my dreams!) feeling a little more at peace than yesterday.And as the day progressed and I got on with my routine,I just ended up counting my blessings all over again!
So even as I ramble here,I smile thinking how silly I am to be judging people,despite myself.I cannot understand anyone's situation truly just like no one can understand mine.Yet ,day after day,I judge people knowingly or unknowingly.Chances are that when I am hating you,or getting annoyed with you,it may not be about you at all.It may be my own insecurities,my own jealousies,my own issues really.
So this note of apology is unconditional.It goes out for my past actions and for the future ones as well(anticipatory bail;)).I know I am not infallible,I know I will err again.But today I feel happy knowing I'm not holding a grudge against anyone at this moment of time.I do not wish to hurt you or anyone else in any way and add to your list of woes!(Now don't tell me you evolved into higher mortals sometime back and have no sorrows whatsoever??)
I am good!I am bad! I am only human!
Just like you. Just like everyone else!!!
The heart has a head of it's own.You cannot fight it!So try to believe me when I say I'm sorry.
This apology was due-for now!
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